Hey everyone,
Ok this is totally not related, but Im reading a book called Brave new world for English 12 and I have a free writing assignment.  It has to be an original fiction that has the same general theme as Brave new world.  I DON'T KNOW HOW TO WRITE A DECENT STORY.  seriously i have no idea what it should be about.  Brave new world is about the future.  Pretty much everything that is considered normal to us now is tabboo.  Promiscuity is encouraged, religion, books and other languages have been wiped from history and everyone is cloned.  The word parent is practically a curse word, as people blush when they hear it and the brainwash everyone while they are infacts so they will comply with the government's motto "community, identity and stability"  The main idea of the story is that one person is an outcast from society and challenges everything he knows.

If anyone has any ideas for a story line for an original fiction with the same main theme, or anything that could help with an idea PLEASE reply :D

This could be a great distraction, think about it :P
Chelli

only 8 lbs to go until im 100 lbs... again

ok so my last post i had lost 4 lbs, now i've lost another 4. yay! lol recovery shmovery. i dont want to be fat. my friend took a pic of me today and i actually look clinically over weight. no joke. my arms are HUGE!!!!!!!!!!!
boot camp starts back up tomorrow ( marching band) and im going to work out like a mother fucker!

This week hasnt been very good. i'm in "recovery" so im eating heaps, i just dont want to. i'm eating 3 meals a day and 2 snacks. they're all normal meals but when i get out of the hosue i get a diet coke. hahahaha i beat the system :P

I've been losing what my team says it "alot" of weight, and they're freaing out. dude i've only lost like 4 lbs in 3 weeks, i used to lose that much in 3 days. dip shits. anyways, i started boot camp for marching band, which is scarily like doing army drills. anyway, im out for all my snacks, so yay, no snacks for me.
unfortunately my parents dont trust me enough to have meals out yet coz i just going out of intensive inpatient treatment.
boot camp again tomorrow then a break for the weekend, then on monday i start the 8 hour rehersals everyday for 8 weeks. we better sound amazing :P

im going to buy those silicone sticky boobs to weigh me down when i get weighed. i just thought of it and figured it was genious coz even if they get me to take off my bra and get into a gown, ill still have them. plus i can shove coins in them too. wooh im so smart :D
next week i KNOW ill have lost weight. wish me luck *hugs*

ok so this is my new dp, i changed it coz i looked like a fucking fat ass in the other one as i was almost 20lbs heavier than i am now.
This one is of me too

 ok so im on day 2 of my sit up regeim...
I finished all of them for yesterday without any trouble at all...
i've almost finished the ones for today too and its only 11: 35 am so im thinking about adding another hundred or so to my plan.  im going to have such a great stomach by the end of this!
how is everyone else doing?

 ok so heres my plan... for the next week im going to be doing 100 situps a day ontop of all my excercise so thatll be till next friday, then from saturday till the next saturday ill increase it to 200 sit ups per day.  i NEED to get over this plateau so that should do it.  it worked last time.
Would anyone like to join me??

how  far do you think is taking this too far, BMi wse?
Id really like to know what you think

hey everyone

thought id let you know what happened to me the other day
my case workers at the eating disorder program im in tod me the other day that if i lose anymore weight they're going to put me in hospital which means im going to be in there for christmas.
whats worse, is im supposed to be moving to america coz my dads got a job in defence, so theres certain things that my family can and cant do, and if we break any of the rules then its going to be cancelled. one of those things is that none of us can be admitted into hospital before we go. If i go into hospital now im going to ruin my family's lives.
they've planned every little detail of this move and they are looking forward to it soo much... hell, i am too.

My parents and my little sister will actually kill me if i go into hospital now. what do i do??????????
my bmi is officially 15.8 and im scared im goijng to get really sick if i dont go into hospital now but ill ruin everyone's lives if i do

omgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgogmogmomg OH MY FUCKING GOD...
i just weighed myself and im down to 45.6 kilos.
i cant believe it... this is the lowest i've been in over a year!
100 lbs!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
im going to celebrate by going to the gym... i love the gym so its a big reward for me.
wow